getting a lot of notes about one of my cutting pictures…
i think i might post triggering things or whatever so leave if you're into that sort of thing or it's not good, thanks for reading
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self obsessive posts
self obsessive posts
i get so much anxiety before work, i wake up in the middle of the night and am nervous the day before too. it’s only my 2nd day of work and i feel horrible. i have to leave in 15 minutes. stomach is too upset to finish breakfast but i need to because it’s a 9 hr shift.
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and i have no one to talk to that understands. ~misunderstood~*~forlife~*~*
Recovery from anorexia is such a hard thing,
I ont think I can talk to anyone without triggering myself
I’m taking a nutrition course over the summer and it’s still like low fat no fat milk and it’s like goddammit lady I just had treatment over drinking the whole stuff
Plus learning organic is pure bullshit
Hope someone else learns at least
Post pics of some cuts and everyone likes them
So that’s now to gt people to like me
Good thing it’s true cuz I’m specializing in art
I always wanted to just o deco art cuz my darks are too dark I think
i think i’m too mean.
people say “don’t worry about it because no one else is going to think that way, they’ll all forget”
but i don’t forget if someone does something bad. so if other people are like me, they must think i’m horrible. i think most other people are horrible.
want to drugs but can’t because i just got hired for a job starting tuesday but idk if they’ll do a drug test
“what drugs are we testing bro”
i’m getting to that time again where i want to be too thin again
i can do this on my own. i want people to think i’m healthy, i promise.
but inside i want to give up
someone recently at a party said how my scars, it’s like scarifications, just stupid mistakes from high school
what does that even mean
another before from my last slip
i’ve always loved cutting deep enough to see the fat
