Starting to bruise again. I think this is from sleeping, hurts to put legs together while asleep
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self obsessive posts
self obsessive posts
.5 mg klonopin
250 mg lamictal
25mg Zoloft
10mg ambien
sudafed
Pot
Anything else?
Can I just get something simple for once
Was gonna Instagram but realized I have this shitty tumblr to post to
His is what I started to Write
Shit it isn’t pasting whatever
I get to vent now which is how I hate my bfs temper and how he gets upset and the only thing that can cure it is going down on him which seems immoral but I don’t give 2 shits about myself
Also can’t eat, well I’m not trying that hard to, just so many pills I hope I don’t get nauseous. Been skipping on pills lately too
Norco, Zoloft, Tylenol, cold effervescent, klonopin, lamictal… Anything else taken in the past hour? Dunno
Just so much pain
Cuddled a toilet paper roll accidentally cuz bf walked out of the house and I was trying to get the stuffed animal but my sick roll of used toilet paper aka my bed, cuddled the roll, fuck my bachelor lifestyle. It’s like all the nasty bits without the fuck bitches part of it…
I think I’m too gay to do this and it’s causing some serious problems….
Oh…
I miss her and its only been a week, seeing family…
I want to hold her, feel her curves
The curve of her hips, her tits, her lips
You’re the dopamine hits I’ve been craving. I feel like a void in me, not seeing you.
I want to tell you I love you, I want you in my life forever. Even if we part, we’ll come back to each other at least every once in a while.
You give me strength. You’re the one thing that helps me fall asleep with a smile on my face.
We admire each other and I have to wait a few days before asking if there’s more to it? We talk about it, and I know you’re shy, and there’s dumb rules behind all of this… But I want you so bad. I want to hold your hand in public and steal kisses from each other while we go on dates. Real dates.
I hope this isn’t just a dream.
There’s nothing like when a girl looks at you with that special twinkle in her eye…
to people that have done psychedelics and tried to document it with photos and videos and whatnot, is it a real let down to see the results when you’re all done?
i’m losing weight again…
i’m shopping just to get dopamine hits… i deserve expensive stuff…
i just have no time to do anything anymore
had dreams about my ex 2 days in a row. my ex from 4-5 years ago. really weird.
he messaged me once and i ignored it. he’s called me a few times, also ignored.
he was such a bastard. all he wants is my forgiveness.
i do forgive him i guess. but i don’t want him to know that.
